vol Oh, if God (as they say in my part!) Has changed the time and finally the agony of winter is slowly (too slowly!) Leaving us!
whole other story, a love of life that is born within you that knows where he was ambushed in recent months.
The morning sun begins to warm (and I know that soon begin to hate him but what can I do!), Flowers and buds on the trees, birds chirping, oh we were waiting!
If we then add in 20 days we go Cruise on the Nile, well I can not ask for more!
I came back the desire to run ... but quietly ... I do not have to hurry and we hope to have a bit of ass and finally found a way to run without my usual evils!
I just the other day how lucky I am, I think about it often to be honest, sounds like a cliche but in my case, my life is just another since there Marco. Before I had a life
flat, sad and at times painful, a family that I have never truly understood and loved, but in fact my main reason for the bad facts of life ... I have just managed to drift away I've been better, however back to Mark, I feel lucky because without even realizing it taught me to live and enjoy life, I have improved and changed me .... made me independent of any addiction ... excuse the pun ... but it's true, not only did I quit smoking and to devastate the life but I got a new sense of myself, I feel fulfilled and I know I could live well even though he was no longer with me, certainly not as good now, but survive because they are stronger, I feel stronger.
also does not pay all that well I must say thank God for my in-laws ... I would never have thought of to be accepted and loved by them ... so people are wonderful, every day they teach me great things, big things like love for their children, respect, generosity, sacrifice ... I can not say more than that I love them!
I also have two best friends who are on earth, even on this subject has always been my great misfortune in life acompagnato "previous" non-friends, friends that I have used, hurt and destroyed morally ... now, I've got It took a little time, but I found them, friends simple, sincere, generous, wonderful, Elisa and Beatrice.
All this is to say that life is wonderful, I did not see an end to my sadness and my life as I was now only in my dreams of the most beautiful and unattainable girl and instead here I am in life all things can really happen, there ' Providence is the limit!
course my past is always there, like a shadow following me, and I think there will always be, some things are not forgotten and so perhaps it is better that I remain as a warning because it was easy to be happy as can be in effect Instead, unfortunately!
My family home is still there, I do not find much in common with them, even I can not find anything, but they are inexplicably linked to me, I do not feel comfortable with them, they hardly stand it and every visit or phone call I come out more and demoralized, I do not give anything, love does not pass, no pass, pass the sad feelings that exist, always cry on, always worrying about themselves, but not of those who on the other side of the wire, always despised in ridicolarizzare, to exploit ... but how could I appreciate them?!?! I'd need a semo! But
are forced into this sort of jail, basically because the courage to say NO or to say there is not ENOUGH I ever had, basically these are my feelings loooong hidden in me, I write them on my blog because they include people I know so little that it does not ever read ...
