Sunday, April 4, 2010

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Happy Easter!

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is a day to say a little gray true but better not let go impress!
for us will be another day, I have my brother on holiday with us, so it will be a day of full immersion in the world play station for him and Mark.
I will take advantage to do all those little things that work and the various vicissitudes of life, I am always shelve! Type my decoupage, my stamps, films with Marco cabbage with them and I could watch my beloved books ...
Actually the book I'm reading is near the end but who knows why, I'll carry around from room to room without being able to then pick it up and finish it ... maybe because half of the book it would END could write as was amply everything ... grrrr!
We want to open an egg head, I have high expectations x surprises, ah ah ah!
Today is the day that Jesus rose again, leaving more than a little frightened women came to the tomb, special effects today!
do not think this has nothing to do with the killing of many lambs, with eggs, with the rabbits in America etc etc ... this is just consumerism and consumerism, an easter egg € 20! But we're crazy, I do not know if anyone does not remember but are 40,000 pounds and I do not think that when there was still the lyre were paying a 40-card kinda easter egg! It is well I do not think about
go, now I'm going to rent one of those silly movies that much like Mark, ah ah ah!
Happy Easter to all!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

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is primaveraaaaaaa wake up girls!

vol Oh, if God (as they say in my part!) Has changed the time and finally the agony of winter is slowly (too slowly!) Leaving us!
whole other story, a love of life that is born within you that knows where he was ambushed in recent months.
The morning sun begins to warm (and I know that soon begin to hate him but what can I do!), Flowers and buds on the trees, birds chirping, oh we were waiting!
If we then add in 20 days we go Cruise on the Nile, well I can not ask for more!
I came back the desire to run ... but quietly ... I do not have to hurry and we hope to have a bit of ass and finally found a way to run without my usual evils!
I just the other day how lucky I am, I think about it often to be honest, sounds like a cliche but in my case, my life is just another since there Marco. Before I had a life
flat, sad and at times painful, a family that I have never truly understood and loved, but in fact my main reason for the bad facts of life ... I have just managed to drift away I've been better, however back to Mark, I feel lucky because without even realizing it taught me to live and enjoy life, I have improved and changed me .... made me independent of any addiction ... excuse the pun ... but it's true, not only did I quit smoking and to devastate the life but I got a new sense of myself, I feel fulfilled and I know I could live well even though he was no longer with me, certainly not as good now, but survive because they are stronger, I feel stronger.
also does not pay all that well I must say thank God for my in-laws ... I would never have thought of to be accepted and loved by them ... so people are wonderful, every day they teach me great things, big things like love for their children, respect, generosity, sacrifice ... I can not say more than that I love them!
I also have two best friends who are on earth, even on this subject has always been my great misfortune in life acompagnato "previous" non-friends, friends that I have used, hurt and destroyed morally ... now, I've got It took a little time, but I found them, friends simple, sincere, generous, wonderful, Elisa and Beatrice.
All this is to say that life is wonderful, I did not see an end to my sadness and my life as I was now only in my dreams of the most beautiful and unattainable girl and instead here I am in life all things can really happen, there ' Providence is the limit!
course my past is always there, like a shadow following me, and I think there will always be, some things are not forgotten and so perhaps it is better that I remain as a warning because it was easy to be happy as can be in effect Instead, unfortunately!
My family home is still there, I do not find much in common with them, even I can not find anything, but they are inexplicably linked to me, I do not feel comfortable with them, they hardly stand it and every visit or phone call I come out more and demoralized, I do not give anything, love does not pass, no pass, pass the sad feelings that exist, always cry on, always worrying about themselves, but not of those who on the other side of the wire, always despised in ridicolarizzare, to exploit ... but how could I appreciate them?!?! I'd need a semo! But
are forced into this sort of jail, basically because the courage to say NO or to say there is not ENOUGH I ever had, basically these are my feelings loooong hidden in me, I write them on my blog because they include people I know so little that it does not ever read ...

Saturday, February 27, 2010

How Much Oil Should I Add To Krusteaz Waffles

A ray of sunshine ...


... finally a ray of sunshine .... I leave happy and dazzled by this little faint ray of sunshine ... I'm running, slowly because I have more training on my legs that I had Last summer, calmly because even the wind has gone to hell, but I can run.
The entire run, this is important not to get the effort even for an instant, because if not ruin everything and you would not be more pleased ... tired but happy ...
I let myself get joy, immense and special, that only the race has been able to give me that joy that makes you raise all the hairs of his arms and makes you a bit of Mago ... just because you're running, just because it is a great day, just because you feel free at last ...
there are children, my usual travel companions, who still do not know what it means to run it all and so I passed them three or four times, but not a great satisfaction when I walk past I wish I could say something to encourage them to return but as always a little ashamed, and then shot straight on my way .... so few feet away Will I see them pass me and then wait again and so on and on ...
there are the elderly, those that are agonists of Baldini, those who enjoy seeing you work hard and you also say "but from you who are young!" Ehhhh patience that I need to I do not make me fly into a rage .. . you is that you are trained by years of racing and you have fun making fun of me I can not run like I would enjoy it ... because you know that you are now able to run stronger than me but give me time to train and perhaps you will have no chance of passing next doing your usual stupid jokes ...
now I've got to be close to arrival, I'm tired, so tired, I get angry a little bit because I can not take that before but I can not keep up with even more to what was behind and so I justify saying that it is a little so much so that I do not run and that "good grace" if I can run all, will then be the moment to improve the time ...
Meanwhile pass me the fastest in the long ones are flying, as I respect them, I know that my love is also coming soon and as usual I will give a slap on the thigh to say "the love that you come now" .. .. oh finally we can see the banner of arrival, a girl joins me, wow, I feel fresher than me, who knows if it is doing my route, or even the long, oh well, not sure I will pass on you too, I think, me I keep a little side by side, but we do not look at us breathe and know that if we continue like one of the sprint will arrive ... I love the risk, I like to feel the adrenaline flowing in my veins, I'm exhausted, I hurt everywhere, but not give up my time ... I know that if I keep it there a little longer then I fregherà and so I cut it that much enough to keep her behind, I think, if you are tired as I am not able to pass me .... and there is, is my shadow, is my race, there now 100 meters, now recognize the friendly faces, the photographer, the one that takes down the names and my love ... this is what I needed, my love watching me get a ... last effort, the heart that now erupts, but nothing can stop me now, no more pain, no more fatigue, there's only me that my flight to the finish line.


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

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The emptiness inside me ...

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I do not know how is the crop situation is but I can not cavarci feet! I'm passing a
periodaccio, a period "sterile", I lack the will to do anything, I lost enthusiasm for what I do and I liked it better boat in this tunnel-sac ... Every time I come on my
blogghino, who knows what ... I'm hoping that someone wrote for me?!?! and instead is an illusion, it's my blog and I have to write, I write less than I'm wrong, I'm more evil and less anger that I write ... grrrrrr!
Who knows when I will, I hope so soon, I just want to do what I want without problems, without guilt, without lice in my ears that talk, talk, talk ....
I wish I had a shield with which to defend myself from the oppression, I have a shoulder on which I can support every now and then, I have solutions, I enjoy a good time, I do not think I'd like ...
I know that I "want is power," but sometimes you do not have all the necessary force and we drag you down ..... to bad people, you'd be useless to remove from your life but unfortunately they are part and are intertwined issues ... and so you must learn to bear, dodge, tackle ......
Mamma mia what a drag!
I wanted to start 2010 with a good sprint, and instead I find myself here with the handbrake on to cry on Ventu ... congratulations!
All this to explain to those who may occasionally be a ride through here in the hope that there is written something new if it does not say anything new is why do not you can have in my beautiful dark abyss, and now I think we'll be .... But I always hope to wake up tomorrow morning and have new strength, new life inside me that gives me a good push forward, it is not easy but we will!
After all, I have a wonderful family that loves me, Mark and Lily and to me is just what is important, everything else sooner or later it will slip away like after a summer storm when only the smell remains.